seriously, figuratively

idiot
second name for me
repeatedly bruised
as if i liked it very much
black and blue
towerhigh threshold
cant hold it anymore
been hurt a tower high and a half
sad laugh.

you

eyes don't lie
but why you
look into the eyes
of some other being
as if i was born
without eyes
now tell me.
who's blind?

darksome night
washed my face
not with soap
not with water
not with anything
but mask
then im no me
afresh

i would rather sucks

i would rather be paralyzed
and never walk again
i would rather be blind
than to see what's never meant to happen
i would rather be deaf
than to hear what i loathe to hear
i would rather have amnesia
so i wouldn't be aware of what i will lose
i would rather be frozen
to feel nothing but nothing
i would rather be mute
than to utter "it's okay"
when all i meant is i give up.

ignoramous

i do know where i stand
i am aware where i belong
i just know it
i just ignored
hence, causing myself
wreck my nerves to worst
persistent. consistent.
of being pain-ed
from unworthiness

daily 7 lines

im done
with everything
start anew
looking back is tempting
turning back
is a sin
move forward and forget
7 lines that i regret
of not doing it
nonsense i know
but im now in year four

behind the moon and the sea

behind the high tides
beyond the low have you ever thanked the moon? 
so far it can reach you 
yet can never be near and touch you 
like an asymptote 
it was a gap for your sake 
to gain a huge quantity 
of your felicity 
handed pain in its best quality
can't you see, sea?