I would and I should
tell everything to you in details
but I could not.
to explain in a single word
pain
yes it is.
It hurts me more that you're still clueless
i have gone so far
and I just woke up realizing
that i've had enough
everything was too much
that i can't even handle it
waiting for me to break down
is a torture
Every part of me ceases
knowing every inch of you
It's like a suicide attempt
that i can't continue
just to be there for you
but i needed myself more than you do.
or should i say
you never needed me
nor wanted me
what else am i gonna do?
all i do is to pretend
that im the happiest creature on earth
and it kills me
every single day.
enough said.
last words would be,
i don't want to ruin what we have.
If i really can spare it. I will.
let me pause for a while
but i know it will take you
away from my sight
from my world
from my life
and knowing that things
will not be remained as it is
in the future
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