Best Friend - Jason Chen (Official Music Video)

I wish every situation like this ends happily. whew!

Dear you.

dear you,

I would and I should

tell everything to you in details

but I could not.

to explain in a single word

pain

yes it is.

It hurts me more that you're still clueless

i have gone so far

and I just woke up realizing

that i've had enough

everything was too much

that i can't even handle it

waiting for me to break down

is a torture

Every part of me ceases

knowing every inch of you

It's like a suicide attempt

that i can't continue

just to be there for you

but i needed myself more than you do.

or should i say

you never needed me

nor wanted me

what else am i gonna do?

all i do is to pretend

that im the happiest creature on earth

and it kills me

every single day.

enough said.

last words would be,

i don't want to ruin what we have.

If i really can spare it. I will.

let me pause for a while

but i know it will take you

away from my sight

from my world

from my life

and knowing that things

will not be remained as it is

in the future

Confession Confusion

If she have to confess

Tell everything in details

He’ll realize

that he needs her

but doesn’t mean

he’ll instantly want her

even she waited for so long

if that happened

losing each other is much

worse than anyone could ever imagine

yes. Better be strangers

than to transform from

Awesome tandem to awkward two

and If she don’t

get back to normal

With burden

And remorse

Concealed by a facial curve

Turned upside down

Regrets in her eyes

That she deserves more

And cry it all behind

If that happened

Yes. Better be friends

And suffer from all aches

at least they will still have each other

as friends.

but she deserves even better

I hope she’ll soon wake up clever

ONE-SIDED

The feeling of you’ve had enough

Still not good enough

I gotta hit some laugh

Coz Im dumb

Make me numb

The feeling of

Breaking my nerves

Is way better

Like a gazillion folds

Than to simply confess

That I never left

Coz if I do

I would die

in silence of return

when I can

seal my lips

unopen my eyes

hide all in a bottle

and offer your happiness

not mine.