the-there's-nothing-else-that-i-can-do-cycle

and there's this another girl

not me

and she's lucky

you feed her your attention

nothing left to me

except being a daily diary

but i tell you girl

there's nothing more about you

you got him into you

and there's nothing about me

that he would like

insecurity hormones

released in my system

cos there's nothing else that i can do

but to listen

to wait

until she'll be cleared out

of your mind

and try to evacuate that place

in you

there's no harm in trying

but it gets me a little tired

i tried

uncountable times

it took me 3 years right

nothing happened

like there's nothing happened

it started but not yet ended

i've been deaf mute and pretended

there's nothing else that i can do.

but to wait

and waste

every minute of my existence

it degrades my soul

to see your heart crawl

with that beautiful organism

and there's nothing else that i can do

but to tolerate

when it hits my threshold

dysfunctions my senses

to be unable to reach its peak

coz there's nothing else that i can do

but to wait

until someone occupies him again

and go back to the first line

of this free verse

now you know

what i can do

for him.

coz there's nothing else that i can do

but to exist.