sense it not

you didn’t know.

You didn’t even know.

Or you didn’t try to care

The feeling of not good enough,

killing me worst

Dying

Gasping a little breath

No, it is even more

It is something

You never experienced

Coz you were happy.

I guess

You should know it by now.

No. you shouldn’t

Yes, you should.

It’s confusing.

Hide or let it slide.

I don’t even know.

What to do

What to tell

What to expect

That you might do.

Or worst

You might do nothing

it’s the most painful

rejection, you will slap on my face

anyone will withdraw from it

But I hold it in

Real hard.

Without you noticing it

For even once.

numb, yes you are

sob, i did