rivals.
all gone.
I took them all away
I have no chance
Senseless
Pointless
Full of effort
I just got less
Given my best
Not even fair
Not even good enough
Greatest rivalry
my being
can’t take me away
Unless confide
Tis’ buried truth
only for tonight
Thereafter
Silent a cry
you didn’t know.
You didn’t even know.
Or you didn’t try to care
The feeling of not good enough,
killing me worst
Dying
Gasping a little breath
No, it is even more
It is something
You never experienced
Coz you were happy.
I guess
You should know it by now.
No. you shouldn’t
Yes, you should.
It’s confusing.
Hide or let it slide.
I don’t even know.
What to do
What to tell
What to expect
That you might do.
Or worst
You might do nothing
it’s the most painful
rejection, you will slap on my face
anyone will withdraw from it
But I hold it in
Real hard.
Without you noticing it
For even once.
numb, yes you are
sob, i did
