oh yes

fray

Raindrops,
Fall down from the sky
Not from my face
Be in a haste.
No one says
I'll be okay.

stars so far

Bereft of hope
That i used to have in fraught.
Maybe stars are right
Wishes do come true
Some don't.

Dpmb

Regrets. Took me so long.
To notice I am worthy
He made me feel like im not
I didn't notice it either
Until you chose her
I've never been an option
Nor back up plan
A stand by for years
Until i decided to move forward.
Half empty. Half free.
I wish you happy.

she and not me

I was in awe.
Both of you seem so happy together
Cheers to the one who tried to hope
Tried to stay
Yet ignored
Hooray. For four years.
Of waiting.
You got me anesthesized
By pricking pain
You caused all this time
But i pretended having no spine
No signs of sigh
Just for thee
What about me?
She's just so lucky.

We used to talk everyday.

And every night
Someone already took
My place
Of knowing every inch of you.
Thanks to someone
Who'll always be someone to me.

Oh she's lucky.
Yea, third persona.
Coz she's not me.
Don't worry,
Im still doing fine
Just dont let me see
What will scorch my eyes
Just appear bleary
when you are near
let me disappear
cover my ears
escape.
let myself go.
Devoted time that i could think of an edge
Now it's my downfall
seeing me just a a crony
She for the nth time.
Wow. She's lucky.
Still I'm not.